It seemed like my life was going perfectly. I felt like i had gotten right with God, and that everything was going smoothly. Then, my mom had to have a major opperation on her back. It broke my heart to see her in so much pain, and i couldn't justify how God could let her be in so much pain. I was so confused. I felt like i was doing everything right. then, all of the sudden, he shook my foundation. I cried out to Him, pleading for it all to stop, it felt like more than one teenager could handel. For a while, i let my flesh get in the way and think that God wasn't real, because if he was, he wouldn't do this to me. Then i stopped and relized maybe it wasn't about me and how i felt. I cried out for forgivness, but i thought God couldn't forgive me. I turned away from him. But, that night, i heard god tell me he forgave me, and he would always take me back. Just remember.... it's hard at first, but he will get you through it.. you just have to keep the faith.
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Natalie said »
It seemed like my life was going perfectly. I felt like i had gotten right with God, and that everything was going smoothly. Then, my mom had to have a major opperation on her back. It broke my heart to see her in so much pain, and i couldn't justify how God could let her be in so much pain. I was so confused. I felt like i was doing everything right. then, all of the sudden, he shook my foundation. I cried out to Him, pleading for it all to stop, it felt like more than one teenager could handel. For a while, i let my flesh get in the way and think that God wasn't real, because if he was, he wouldn't do this to me. Then i stopped and relized maybe it wasn't about me and how i felt. I cried out for forgivness, but i thought God couldn't forgive me. I turned away from him. But, that night, i heard god tell me he forgave me, and he would always take me back. Just remember.... it's hard at first, but he will get you through it.. you just have to keep the faith.
August 24, 2008